OMG Let's go to Barnes and Noble!!

so i just got a lap top...im moving out may 1st...getting my licenes next week....even gonna get the car....
funny how something can feel so right, so wrong and so scary all at the same time.

there has been a lot going on, more then id want to get into. things are so confusing but then again when have they not been. i used to think that that fairy tale life really could happen but now, i know im not going to get that happy ever after but all i really want now is just to be able to look back and feel that i didnt mess up.....some how i think seeing that will be as hard as getting pass and forgiving.

Im at school it is cold...and I have like 20mins till adolesent psy starts so post...see I do post...kinda anywhos tiring to get everything done this week so I dont have to do any work during ohayoconXD ...and I just took a math test, think I did well on that but not so much on the home work check which I just found out is a quiz grade...need to do homework I got a F on that quiz...anywhos all else is wellXD much loves to everyone ($5 me love you long time)

Busy so busy...school, homework, work, then sleep or more homework, so repetitive. But thats okay saving up to move out, Cory and I have set a date may-june my mom isnt all that happy but seriously once your engaged its horrible to live apart. Each night becomes a struggle and all one wants is to be able to wake up to the other lying next to them. Anywho for whoever didnt know Cory and I are engaged, it will be a long engagment because we both feel at least one of us should be out of collage. Things are tiresome now but as long as I got him I know we'll make it some howXD

soooo just had first mid-term and i think i did wellXD and i had my first ever interview with chase bank that was kinda scary but i think i did well there not sure but ill fine out in about well a few days *fingers crossed*

Ks so havent had internet for few daysX.X and today my sister (Angela) and brother (David) are moving Angela's trailor down to W.Va. for my other sister (Crystal) its going to be rought thats for sure and I hope they make it down there without like turning over or something(fingers crossed).
Have started school its really fun but stressful and ive met some new people yaysXD and ive come to the concludsion everyone at columbus state are really niceXD but yeah so school good and they are paying me to go ive gotten $1200 or so just to go its crazy but really good because I need that money. Im going to be making 1 to 3 car payments every quarter till its paid off then I can finally move outXD it will be awsomesXD
Also still no job but whatever with that moneys im not looking till Jan. to Feb.XD Oh and yays my B-day was Fri. 10th its was awsomeXD on wed. i went over to Cory's to celebrate his mom's bday (oct. 8th), we made a pie together with some help from his grandmother but yeah solater that night his family gave me lots of chocolate, purfume and a starbucks card since his mom wouldnt be there on fri. and then Cory couldnt wait to give me my present so because he said he had two parts he went ahead and gave me a really beautiful, sweet card and my gift.....a digital camera.....0.0 my god i cant beleive he'd do that i always tell him dont go spending money on me and everything but ive wanted a digital camera for soooooo long im still excited! i think i take a little too manyXD but really its really awsome and it made me so happy that he would do that though i wish he wouldnt spend so much on me but yeah so if his family wasnt setting right next to me yeah i would be crying my eyes out!!!! so yeah that was wed. on friday we was going to the homecoming game but before when we was going to pick up one of my new friends (Arubee) De called and said her truck broke down and she was at Chipotal can we come get her? ...ahhh so we rushed and at 4:10 we came in and it was a surprise party! ....i felt little stupid when they said surprise i was busy talking to Arubee and then i turned around and was like hey everyones here it really didnt dawn on me till i saw the cake.... but it was really sweetXD Cory and De work really hard and it was awsome if not the best diffiantly one of my best birthdays every! Thank you guys so muchXD so later we got recurited in the parade and some polical guy sung happy bday and well yeah that was exciting and then of course the game and everything and it was just really great to see and catch up with everyone and yeah awsome bdayXD By the way De gave me a new monkey still thinking of a name though any thoughts? and Cory got me another card from my cats just thought that was cuteXD
And on my final note yesterday went to the homecoming dance with Adenna that was really fun it was weird going back to whetstone but yeah funsXD all dressed up and helping to decorate everything and we even had a mosh pitXD so yeah awsomes^.^

Sooo day before yesterday Cory's family invited me out to eat at Aboulo's it was really fancy and yummy lol its really nice that they involve me in things like that and they got a big screen tv that night too and set it up today i wasnt much help but adena and i did a pretty good job and messing up her hairXD anywhos Cory started his diet this week its kinda strick and i have to be all strick too not fun but he asked me to. when im with him im tring to eat what he does and everything trying to be supportive im really proud of himXD hes been doing really well so yay! now if it wasnt for health reasons weight doesnt matter to me unless they are reallllly over weight or stick skinny then it might but other then that i say just be happy but im still glad he is means longer i get with himXD yay for health...now i need to be healthy lol but now im being all nervous tomarrow is first day of college....ahhhhh im scared! what if i get lost or dont meet anyone or idk! and de and i talked about meeting up early but i forgot to call her today till real late so even more ahhh.....idk i just hope to make it through tomarrow thats all i ask^.^...pleaseT.T

So ive got an interview with Chase bank...does anyone have any tips or know any often asked questions??? or even whats good to wear???

So just got our ele. turned back on last night at a little before 11pmXD its kinda funny because right before I went to Cory's and his mom supplied us with stuff enough for days without ele.XD Im glad that we wont need them and its still very apprecatedXD Well at least I had fun during the black out on the first night of the storm Cory had to stay over because well the driving condistions not good. That was really fun we sat up and made shadow puppets and told ghost stories that were funny even though I tried a serious one....the termenator is coming to the upside down house..... and before that we played chess and checkers and yeah that was really funXD second day was little boring read the entire day but one good thing Fahrenheit 451 is a good bookXD Anywhos me likes the ele. and tv good^.^
Also I had a question about Grants if anyone could answer would be great^.^ If you had left over grant money do you get it or is it just kinda like okay dont need go away???

So since last update Ive gotten sick againXD not as bad as before that sucked I stayed on the couch for over a week...but anywhos so since Cory and I both were sick this time I went on line and found a whole bunch of home cures and mixed them up and I was going to take them over to him but luckly for him he was feeling better because those tasted bad lol but he did come over and drunk one because he said I had put a lot of effect into itXD he drinks yucky stuff for meXD aside from that, the guy across the street has now begain to park his van in his driveway lol two days before yesterday Cory kinda well hit it its funny now but then we was just like oh crap! it didnt do to much damage just to the bumpers on both and the guy was real nice about it so things are good only bad thing is he has to get his fixed and insurence will raise:/ Well before all that got to go to Ceder Point over the weekend with Cory's family (they are sooo niceXD) It was awsome!!!! I rode the Dragster (tallest and fastest in the world), the Magnum XL 2000(longestXD), the biggest wooden one(forgot nameXD), the Gimini, the coal mine one, and my personal fav. the MaverickXD. Its pretty cool going from the fair to that! Ive never been to an amusment park besides like hte fair and wyndotlake soooo YAY! and we swam in Earie Lake and the hot tub both awsomeXD and we got a suite with a view of the lake and it was just amazingXD but next time we go Cory will ride many moreXD not saying he didnt do well he rode all but two that I rode so yay but we have many more to rideXD so yeah fit in Babalon, Desaster Movie, Death Race, all very good and Shadowbox (love that place) that was just about my past two weeks or soXD

been a while and im bord so thought id do a small update....im sick...and ive been sick for a week now...so not much fun but im getting better and thats goodXD but my throat keeps bleeding, it dont look so swell either but its better i can eatXD one good thing that came out of this is ive really got to see how sweet Cory isXD hes called twice a day since ive been sick, even when i couldnt talk, he called and talked to my mom to see how i was doing and hes promised to take me to wild buffole(sp) wing when i feel better cause i really want some but i cant have hard food yet...but i is a lucky girlXD....i miss him though *pout*
ks so update later going to lay down or something....